Slept in late, our room is buzzing on and off cause someone next door has an offset AC unit. Thing is it’s not in the window it’s outside on the ground in the backyard but how our wall sits it’s shaking our bedroom wall. I think it’s set to auto so it’s not always running

Looking into maybe ordering earplugs cause I don’t have to wake up to alarms to get people or take people to work in my family

I want to make these from breakfast at Tiffany’s. I also could use them for my Halloween costume this year lol simple considering I hope to be pregnant

From there I woke up as usual kinda sore. Having alot of issues in my knees as well as more pain in my lower back than usual. Had my husband give me a small neck rub last night
Fed the cats then sat around with my little brother for a bit. I didn’t take my sister to the dollar store cause she didn’t need to till later

I then drove some items toy sisters making plans to hang out tomorrow in good weather with a beer then took my brother to his step mom’s. Came home, my husband made me some chips/fries and since been playing animal crossing on and off trying to finish off my wine before my period is over lol

I’ve notice ofcourse alcohol helps with pain as I sleep through the night but then in the morning I’m still just as stiff

Super over my period as I’m sure most woman are lol but wanting to try and get pregnant as well as being on it is a huge frustration

Due to my anxiety I’m one to over plan shit so this entire thing is giving me anxiety to try and plan it all in order to also work out for other life plans

It’s really sad though cause as much as we can’t stop what happened with the pandemic we had everything planned so well and we didn’t care to have to get pregnant but we just can’t wait till next April and try after due to medical issues and wanting 2-3 kids

Plan was – go on our trip to Japan on April, con in June, try after that. As much as March due date was ideal cause Nanas bday was then we didn’t mind if not.

However this is all for another day of explaining :p maybe

Hope everyone is safe and well 💜

Been in alot more pain then daily pain lately. The temp being all over the place plus all the driving I’ve done so haven’t been sleeping well.

Today my sister had packages coming to our place cause she doesn’t trust where she’s living, my mother also had packages as well sooo slept late but broken sleep.

Ita the weekend one of my brother’s goes to his step mom’s so i did the house cleaning so I don’t have to over the weekend. Less people less mess or so you would think. There is still a 19 year old in the house who I have no words for -_-

My husband made poutine at my brother’s request cause he just ordered a fryer so that was dinner however I didn’t eat much due to cramps and other pain. . . . Plus my mother’s dog got into my dinner anyway. I don’t know what to do about it, she’s been trained but seems to have just forgotten it all out of no where and I can’t deal with her when I’m always so sore. I have however purchased her a harness so I hope to walk her maybe. She’s a jack sooo not overly large to pull . . . Though I’ve messed up my ankle once before from walking her & I still have issues with it

Hmms other than that I’ve spent most of my day binging random tv & re doing my island on animal crossing. As much as I’d like to just stay laying flat all day I can’t bring myself to do so and ofcourse thats a good thing

Tomorrow I have some driving to do then minor cleaning over the weekend of things that bug me and need moved. It’s hard living in a shared house with 5 even when they aren’t here the stuff is

We plan to look once mom is back for an in-law though with the pandemic and all looking at places is difficult. I’ve heard more and more things are opening slowly atleast but is it to soon or just that all of this wasn’t done soon enough?

I hope all is well & safe

So finally my period has started! Can’t say I’m as over joyed as now I have the worst cramps but atleast it gives me a date to plug into the period/ovulation app I’m using

It isn’t entirely accurate ofcourse because it’s not that simply but more so cause I can’t put in when period will end

Today I haven’t done much as always really with the pandemic & ofcourse unable to work

Good news is my mother was able to give me a massage before she left, she’s out trucking with her boyfriend. I also received more of the items my sister and I need for making tester candles to sell at half price before we are confident to start selling them fully

Tomorrow I’ll be braving the dollar store cause my sister asked if we could go. She doesn’t live with us but doesn’t drive so I usually run errands with her.

I’ll have some cleaning to do tomorrow as well so that I don’t have to do it after I take one of my brother’s to his step mom’s or have any over the weekend

To keep my mind busy I’ve been doing things like playing animal crossing, games on PS4 and hopefully soon have a mini house to put together!

I’ll post photos of what it should look like when it comes in as well as progress of it
There is a small mouse family I would like to purchase also buttt money and all.

Well just going to continue my night playing animal crossing saving up them scorpions for spike.

I have all the rooms in my house just need to pay off the final debt lol

I’ll add more about video games if anyone is interested as well as other small projects in genneral

Stay safe & well

So I don’t think I have my period just yet. Only spotting and pretty sure not from getting pregnant as I have cramps -_- would prefer to just get my period over with lol

Drove alot today also so I’m pretty sore. Hopefully get a break tomorrow in doing anything as I have work on the computer I need to be doing for the candle company I want to make with my sister

Short post just cause I’m feeling unwell and sore plus other than driving haven’t done anything. . . Need to sort recycling for it to go out tonight but very very sore

Stay safe everyone

Well it’s the first day of my period before we start trying
The other day I drove 10+h and my entire body is onfire

Thankfully my mother gave me a full body massage so it’s help ALOT

I have a box of wine is till need to finish 😂🤣 so going to have a glass before bed with cranberry juice

I ordered pregnancy tests online. 2 came in one box but even with them being a 6 day before I’m not sure what I’ll do with that. I have an app that tells me when the best time to try is so maybe a few days after that then again hopefully after my period is late?

My cramps have been slightly bad today but it’s so hard to tell with my body always in a decent amount of pain

Well I’m off for my regular binging in this pandemic when all the cleaning is done. Video games & way to much tv.

Hello, please forgive my rambling I’ll get a hang of it

Let me introduce myself . . .

My name is roo I am 29 years old, female, married since October 19th 2019 & I have some disabilities . . .

At age 3 it was found that I had congenital hip dysplasia, scoliosis ect. I have had many operations since & at 17 I had a hip replacement.

I couldn’t be more thankful for my specialist & all that has been done. As well as my mother for being there every step of the way (I mention my mother because we are very close & I do rely on her alot for help)

My husband and I currently live with my mother and 2 of 3 of my siblings in a 3 bedroom finished basement home. My husband and I were looking for a place of our own earlier on in our relationship but when we were unable to find something for so long we decided to save money and stay with mom. Currently we are looking for a home with an in-law suite because. . . .

Due to my medical issues & nothing getting better but worse we have decided to stay close to my mother but still allow us to ofcourse be on our own. This is not only the best decision due to my medical issues & husband worldly constantly but because we are planning to have a child

1. I will need a csection

2. Need another replacement sooner than later therefore I need to have ant children before hand

3. I’m getting old lol

My husband and I had planned to try in June after a convention as we cosplay and I would have liked to have one last night of partying as well as have the birth sometime in March for my Nana that passed last year. Her birthday was in March. however with this pandemic that isn’t happening now

Along with we had a trip planned for all of April, half of it on our own then my youngest brother and my husband’s friend come the second half nut that was cancelled for now. . . .

Sooo our plans have changed. We want to still go on our trip but because I would have liked to have tried some Japanese alcohols we will have to make this trip a 2 part

Our plan is to go on our trip for 2 weeks as soon as flights are open again and then again just my husband and I next April for 2 weeks.

This means our best plan of action is to try after my current period so that it also allows me a decent 6 weeks to heal before our trip

I understand some may say, how could you leave anew born and so on and so on. But I have absolutely no problem leaving my hopefully healthy baby with my mother. She is literally a second mom to anyone I’ve known in my childhood & even now.

My husband was kicked out or constantly fighting with his father when we worked and lived with him so my mother took him in

My sister’s bf was homeless due to family issues and my mother took him in

My mother went to school for childcare and development but above all else she’s my mother and raised me. Why wouldn’t I feel comfortable leaving a baby with her

Either way I also had planned to breast feed & pump to give not only my husband but mother and sister the opportunity to feed a baby not only cause it would make them happy but again due to my disability I will need some time to deal with pain & movement ect.

Anyway. . . . As if my story wasn’t all over the place to begin with. . . . This is the start of my motherhood plan & I hope to be able to connect with other people be it mother’s or not who also have disabilities to help eachother with day to day life, hardships, happy days and more

I’m not on any medication, I’ve been taking victims for a long while. I’m trying to lose some weight before I become overly pregnant due to excess weight effecting my body more

I’ve sadly not been able to go to the doctor with this pandemic so I really don’t know much currently.

Fingers crossed

Thank you for sticking through this crazy post lol ♥️

Thanks for joining me!

Good company in a journey makes the way seem shorter. — Izaak Walton