Not much

Nothing really new . . . It’s been a rough day

I just ugh . . . Our rent goes up ALOT next month but with the pandemic my husband (partner) is out of work. I also can’t receive any more financial help & just have to wait to see what happens with my case & or July when the baby is born

I felt really down but only thing I could do was clean (I didn’t want to ruin any crafts out of frustration I also have some new crafts planned)

Unfortunately one of our cats likes to try and mark her territory all the time cause she’s not the dominant one bit thinks she’s is. Soooo I went around washing the walls, doors, stairs, everything that could be washed by hand means alot of floor work, then I vaccumed upstairs, cleaned/scrubbed the tub & showered. Did laundry then went to vaccume the living room. But because I dumped some water on the carpet upstairs then vaccumed not thinking about it. When I came downstairs hair from the Brissels stuck to the carpet

This means I almost had a mental breakdown cause I couldn’t finish cleaning.

Buttt I stopped & decided I should probably have some water as I hadn’t had anything to eat or drink all day . . .

I am now stuck on the couch in horrible pain (I know this happens everytime & I still do it to myself but my husband doesn’t clean properly either)

I did have a hot shower & some tea so I’m feeling a little better but I really want to cry

I’ve also in genneral being having issues eating. Not cause I feel to sick anymore just that there isn’t anything I want & if I force myself to eat I hate myself after. But I have been having shakes at the very least & forcing myself to eat dinner

On a better note. My mom said she will get me a large family sized Cesar salad tomorrow 🤣

Downside. I had a few plans such as get up early, get gas,run something to the post office, re fill my colored ink for the printer & take my husband to check on the status of his license. . . . I really hope I can get it all done but it will not be early after my stupid ass cleaning today randomly

Oh & I think I found a way to stop my one cat. I cut holes into a leg warmer. She’s pretty small so it fits well and she’s been good all afternoon & evening. I’ll let her out in the bedroom as usual for the night with a litter box & water. We can’t leave her to roam at night because she always escapes -_-

But we need to train the cats to not sleep in our room for a while with the baby sleeping in there when they come. Our cats love to cuddle & I don’t want them to lay on the baby when I’m asleep

Even though I did all that cleaning (with vinegar & soapy water) I really need to do another baking soda vinegar over night soak on the carpet & furniture buttt I also need to purchase more cleaner for the carpet washer we have. Sooo I have to decide if I want to just do water peroxide and vinegar or purchase the stuff we had before though if I think about it, it’s all the same price in the end or close to it . . .

Money is just super super tight. . .

I’m not even tired it’s midnight & I just feel so aweful. I’m going to try & snack atleast & get more water

Stay safe 💜